Today I am delighted to share with you a new film that my client Emelia so generously offered to shoot with me. I think that her words are probably more powerful than anything that I can say and she generously offered to explain her reasons for wanting to shoot with me.
I have been wanting to make a film with John for his website for a while now, but I have always had some hesitation and insecurity with my body image not being good enough to be used as I have extremely petite breasts.
By making this film, I wanted to show prospective clients, regardless of your body type, age, disability or background John will provide you a safe and non judgemental place where you can experience immense sexual pleasure and explore and grow in your own sexuality.
I would like to say thank you to Emelia for her generosity both to me and to the women who might be struggling with their self image in similar ways to her. You are all beautiful and sexy just the way you are.
I hope you enjoy our film…
Not everyone is comfortable posting a comment here and one of my clients messaged me privately after she saw this film. I was moved by what she said and asked if I could share it in this post and she said yes…
What your client said about her insecurities is how I feel too. I’m sure all women feel something is wrong with their body.
Life takes its toll. I’m larger and have many scars. Even when I was smaller when I first hired you I was terrified of my scars and cellulite. I didn’t like how thick my thighs were.
You made me feel sexy and comfortable.
And I’ve change sexually since meeting you. I hated men going down on me. I never orgasmed from penetration. I never just asked for sex. I didn’t feel comfortable naked or feel comfortable seeing a man so comfortable naked.
So thank you Bella. I’m glad that I could make that difference for you.
So. I came into possession of a Doxy vibrator recently (not permanently sadly, but for now it’s mine!). I’m not a big fan of using sex toys on myself usually, but the reputation of the Doxy as a really powerful vibrator got me curious.
Would it feel good for me as a man? What would it feel like full stop?
So while the morning light lasted I thought I’d make a little film for you…
A few weeks ago, I received a comment from a reader Vanessa who pointed out that all of the women who I have made films with over the years have been “slim” and that she found that somewhat off putting. It was a reasonable point to raise and one that I have contemplated myself in the past.
The problem is that the women who agree to film with me are a self selecting group – meaning that they are confident enough in their bodies to appear in one of my films, which mostly means that they are relatively slim. Curvy women haven’t volunteered to film with me, so it’s been impossible for me to be more inclusive.
However, coincidentally, after that conversation one of my clients who is quite curvy did agree to film with me. This is the story of how we planned her session and then filmed it…
I have been wanting to make another film for my site for a while, however the stress of covid and difficulties with travel conspired to make it all but impossible until recently. One of my clients – Inessa – volunteered to make a film with me for the website. I spent some time considering what might be fun to film. I have a lot of material featuring massage and oral sex and I wanted to do something different. I came up with the idea of breast play. So I suggested that to Inessa and she liked it.
Here (with her permission) are her ideas about how we could do it…
I’m warm, wet, naked, and in the bath …and pondering on you ‘playing‘ with my naked breasts and making them feel glorious in the process… Here are a few thoughts for you…
Take things slowly. Don’t rush. Make things build; you might even start by kneading my whole breast over my clothes – and I will really enjoy you telling me now and then how much you enjoy my breasts and playing with them; telling me what makes them unique and special to you; telling me how much you enjoy my naked body
Start by deliberately focusing on everywhere but the nipples – undress me and leave me naked to your touch (admittedly with corset on). To relax, and enjoy every moment? I will need to be lying down and comfortable, I think…
So focus to start with on my full breast : touch them, massage them and start to kiss them lightly – talk to me. Tell me specifically what you’re enjoying about my body in the moment . Start to centre in on my nipples and keep your touch really light and tease me . Work me up; focus on my nipples and get me into it and then divert your attention away and back to my fuller breast. Don’t neglect the sides or under boob areas and of course, focus as much attention and sensation on one breast as the other.
Do some actions on both breasts at once, and then Focus in on one breast at a time. Having started light and gentle, get rougher . Blow cool air on my nipples; Now lick them; suck them gently; then suck them hard. Maybe some light biting ? But mix things up because as I build I’ll be wanting more and more. It’ll be like edging – but purely breast focused …I really enjoyed on our Friday session when you suddenly kissed and sucked my breasts having just kissed me – the suddenness of the attention. Sometimes when you’re moving over me you kiss my side or my breast and – that feels really, realllllly good. Just a small moment in passing. Just lovely.
Don’t forget to keep talking and telling me how it’s making you feel – not too much talk , but I really enjoy it when we’re almost whispering our enjoyments to each other in the moment. Just keep mixing things up and then making sensations crescendo through speed and/or intensity.
I honestly think that you’ll know exactly what I enjoy because I respond so naturally to what you do – But yes, thinking it through, then everything I have described here, I would so very much enjoy experiencing you doing with and to me …..mmmmm….I really look forward to it .
I love being your breast muse, John 💋😘
So that was our starting point. We discussed her ideas further and refined them a little, but mostly we ended up filming what she had described. You can see our film here below. I hope you enjoy it…
I am committed to representing as wide a range of women’s body types, ethnicity, and ages as I can. I hope this film has started to broaden that base and show how all women can be sexy, not just a lucky few. If you would like to be part of that celebration, then let me know and we can plan something special for you!